Lonely

I'm lonely notbecause I'm only
Not because I'm far from comedy
Or just away from my friends so lovely
But I don't understand I'm just lonely

I feel unhappy
Though I ain't melancholic
I ain't sober
If that would clear with the hour

I feel so weak to move
I feel too happy to cry
I feel staying alone will be best
I want to just sit by myself on the couch

I'm sad, I'm down
I need help
I need to tell out
To my Saviour, not human.